Do you or anyone you know have a ugly c-section scar? Questions about c-sections.?

Okay I'm 7 months pregnant and planning on having a c/s. I heard it's the safest way to deliver, but take longer to recover. I have this phobia about pushing my baby out of my vagina.. they say its supposed to be a beautiful and great experience. I think the great thing is to see my beautiful baby me and my boyfriend created. I have gained about 18-20 lbs so far. It looks like I'm only a little over five months. I actually love being pregnant. I had a nice slim body, I'm 5'7. Okay... here's the questions ... will the scar be ugly? If so can it look better over time? How will my weight shed off, will it be the same weight lose as a woman who gave vaginal birth? I noticed one stretch mark :/ I know ill have them because my mom did... will they look faded after c- section? Will I have a belly bulge? Mom mom has a seriously wrinkled. stomach. It's pretty bad. Will I have one? When she was pregnant with me she was so skinny. She weighted about 90lbs and is about 5'2... and right after me she got pregnant with my brother. When she was pregnant she was 22, I'm 19. She was like a skinny Nicole Richie. I'm like skinny Rihanna. We are totally different in size. Anywho after my brother was born she decided to keep the weight. She is now like 135. Will any of this make a difference... or will I still have a wrinkled belly too? I'm curious. Also if you guys have any input on c/s feel free to give it I need all the information I can get. Oh and before I was pregnant I weighted around 128. Sorry it's so long. I just wanted to be detailed.